Weather is really crazy today, I remember whole bad memorials of my life...when it rains and rains and rains, something in me, rains or cries parallel...

I know all these feelings are ordinary for every human in my situation...after just 2 month I left home country and homeself(myself in that part of the world), perhaps looks like a baby who born,she (he) has to bear the acheake of birth ...if she(he) wants to grow up... in this complex complex world...

Sometimes I think that I miss something or someone. But who?  What? I don’t know...maybe I miss myself who I left somewhere...but where. Who knows?

 something in me, said that u are right, maybe that thing is not right. Who knows again…?

  These western people are simple as their writing, direct and clear....